Sorry

SORRY

All Ican say is sorry.
I truly am.
I know that they’re the choices that I make.
But they seem to be the right decision before
so I don’t regret having them
I may fail but I know it will be worth it
It might not look good but I learned a lot

I know that I didn’t give my best
I’m just going with the flow
without thinking about the future
without realizing that you sacrificed everything
For me to have a better future
For my own good.

I’m really sorry for ignoring your words
They are all written in my heart and mind
But you know that teenagers are too careless
We do such things without thinking
We don’t consider your feelings
I know that I lied, about everything
I purposely hide the truth
not because I just want it
but because I’m afraid
I know that I failed you a lot
not just once but too many times
I don’t even know how to face tomorrow
without thinking that I lied
I failed. I’m a trash. And I’m really sorry for that.